2009...サヨナラ

December 31st. The last day of this year.

Someday, a person told to me that I have to live day to day, and don't be afraid for the future, but... I can't. I'm really tired of my lifestyle, I only live thinking about how will be my life in a future, how amazing it will be?

I always thought that I was born in the wrong side of the world. I wanna leave, I wanna go to that place and be happy, following the people that I admired. Maybe, in a few years, I will take my suitcase, fly, and forget all of this shit life.

Now, the loneliness is my friend. No one can understand me. No one feel what I feel. No one have the desires of cry like me. I wanna shout...

So, I don't know why the world is happy today, I've never known that happiness... I envy you.
I think that I just have to vanish...

"Reconciliar"

Sólo esto...
En la próxima vida,
si regresas a este mundo...
Por favor nace con mi
apariencia y mi corazón.
Después de convertirte en mí,
podrás conocer mi dolor...
y también podrás sentirlo.

Me...

I had to write a letter, like a presentation.
I don't have a perfect english so I asked to Mr. Justin (A guy from Chicago who works in my school) if he can help me and...

"... but also I'm a perfectionist person and sometimes I criticize, that's why sometimes unfortunately I get angry with other people..."

He added the word "unfortunately". I'm sorry, but I don't feel bad when I get angry with the people Justin :P

Two Idiots...

バカ!!!!!!!

Poor, Poor Ghost!

"Yes, Death. Death could be so beautiful.
To lie quietly under the ground,
with the grass above moving slowly in the wind,
and everything silent...
To have no yesterday, and no tomorrow.
To forget time, to have peace, and to be still for ever"

Happiness :D

Sometimes people suffer a lot.
Sometimes you talk with some people and you can realize that you can (have) be happy with the little stuff that happens everyday.

Today I'm happy.
I'm happy coz Shige arrived well to my house, I met with amazing guys in the laboratory of the university, I'm happy coz Sayaka have an ameblog, I'm happy coz Big Bang & Suju are in the Pump it Up of the mall...

I think that sometimes I'm happy for a lot of silly things, but I'm happy anyway.

Mmm...

Should I say sorry?
Am I a selfish person?
Are you thinking that I was kidding?
You bored me


I'm sorry

I'll Miss You

We’re the team K... ♫

Bye girls :(


Anyway... Hello Captain!

Living...

I was watching TV the past Saturday when I heard a sentence that made me reflect:


I want to live, not to survive.


I don't know if it has sense for you, but it managed to make think a person -for a second- that her life could be better.

Vacations

I was thinking that this vacations are the best that I've had... but no. There is a thing that is absent. Today mi clock alarm "woke me up", but I wanted to sleep more... I slept one hour more and I dreamt with that thing (until the hour of the good-bye)

It was half sad and half happy.
Should I conform with this?
I don't know

Sneeze

Oh Love Love Love Love Love Love Love
Oh Love Love Love Love Love
I want to see you, but why?
You are no longer here
I sneezed and a tear appeared.

Youたち have to go away quickly...
Youたち make me feel so bad

Here We Go Again

Again (and again, and again)...

I'm sorry, I'm an irresponsible...